nanadine

But for real mum if u read this, i don't mean to always miss ur calls, i miss u n love u. Just maybe call a bit more often, and at some point i will hear my phone ring, and pick up.. Seriously i'm not being ironic, and i'm not the worst daughter ever.. I just suck at having my phone around me.

And before anyone says anything, this only counts for my mum, because yes, a lot of the times when people call me, i put my phone on silent, because i cannot be bothered to answer. This is mostly because i'm a sleep. Some people always manage to call me when i'm asleep. With this i mean, i have one friend, who no matter when i'm a sleep, if i go to bed early, or try to sleep long, or maybe take a nap, this specific friend always manage that perfect timing to call me right then. And to put my phone on silent doesn't help, coz he will keep calling. This is somehow a hint, if i don't answer, stop calling me i will call u when i feel like it. But at the same time, thank u for keeping up the stubbornness, because u have forced me out of bed and made me feel better at some points, when it was needed..

Just making dinner for me n Jojo at the moment.. Pasta with chicken n orange sause.. Yummy.. Long time since i actually wanted to eat something. Weird, feels like i'm feeling a bit better today, maybe thats coz i've basically spent the whole week in bed to rest. Or coz I  have my old friends back in my life, or maybe because I finally understood some stuff in life.. I just somehow feel better at the moment..