Tired... :/
Just got home from work, quickly jumped in the shower, n now gonna make some chicken salad... yummy n than head out to junk :)
Had to run to get some presents for my mummy after work.. hopefully she gonna love what i got her, and at the same time i got loads of rings for myself, in Oasis they had loads of rings in size large, which i can never find anywhere.. So i had to take the opportunity and get a couple :)
Oi
I'm off to work.. gonna be a really long day.. n after have to be studying for a couple of hours, but at least i might go out tonight.. not been out for a while so something to look forward to.. Hace to close down now n run to work.. but just wanna finish listening to this song.. Nate Dog and Warren G are the best things to wake up to :)
Do i have the energy to study more tonight?
I really should, just got home from work and am so tired, my feet are absolutely killing me, which i guess happens if u work in heels.. just wanna go to bed.. but i should be able to stay up for a little bit and do some more work.. Can't already go to bed, it's only like 9 pm.. As long as i remember calling my dear parents, i always forget, and they always go to bed so bloody early, so can't really call the in the evenings.. i dont know what's with german parents, they always go to bed early, i wonder if i will become like that.. and i know some people will be like, i'm already like that, but somehow i always get tired and fall asleep early if i have company.. i guess i suck as company :p what can i say, that just what i do.. Anyways i gotta go n give them a call now, coz if i don't i probably never hear from them.. never hear from anyone in my family to be honest, should i take that as a hint? that they never call me, never call back, and most of the time when i call them tell me they don't have time to speak or they want to go to bed... Naaa, hint my ass... they gotta love me, they my family, they don't have a choice :p
Anyways i'm off..
some pics that i found on my computer.. 
Wohhooo
Today is sooooo good, it looks like i'm actually getting anywhere with my dissertation, not in the way that i am writing actual words for it, but in the way that maybe just maybe i finally found people to interview.. Need to cross my fingers that this will work out, need to get ready for work in a moment as well.. enough studying for the next couple of hours, n back to it again tonight after work.. this is what my kitchen table looks like at the moment :p
LoL u can hardly see the table under all the books.. but whatever, it has to be done, and i just cannot work in my room on my desk, i just see my bed n go n take naps every five minutes.. not the way to get a lot done.. and did not have the time to go to the library today.. At least it's an upgrade from the kitchen floor where i normally sit :)
My yummy chicken salad which i had for lunch... nothing that will give u as much energy as a nice salar and obviously coffee!!!! I need my coffee like a couple of times a day, can't believe i hardly drank coffee for like 2 months... But now it's back in my life with my cute (ugly ass) percolator..
I know it is ridiculous, but it does it's job!! And i even though i hate to admit it coz it really is ugly, absolutely love it..
By the way -
I can't believe I just broke another glass.. Seriously, I only have two glasses left, either I will be drinking out of mugs for the rest of times, or I have to make some time to go to Ikea to get some new glasses. But it's dangerous to go in there.. Way too many things I wanna have, and way too little money to spend.. Can't believe I broke almost every single glass I have in like a week.. That gives the word clumsy a whole new meaning right..?!
Cleaning & Studying & Working today..
Today is a real fun day.. na, actually today feels good even though the day will just be for studying, cleaning n working.. U know like some days u just know u gonna get loads done, today feels like that for me..
Already started good, woke up in time, put some hair oil in my hair, than cleaned the whole kitchen which was well needed after yesterday, looked like some hillbillies live here or something.. Well now its all tidied up, and now i'll have some breakfast, take a shower n then i'll be studying till i have to go to work at 4.. 
And another fun one..
Trying to be funny..
And Moi in Asda too.. yes we are nerds who take pics in asda.. :p
Jay in Asda..
Another day ends..
Met my tutor in the morning which was really good, coz i have been worrying so much about my dissertation that i havent even been able to study, just been way to nervous.. But now that i have spoken to her, it feels like i know what i should be doing, and it feels like i will be able to do it as well.. well hopefully..
Than i went food shopping with Jay, which was nice coz i hardly ever see him anymore, and as he drives we could go all the way to the big asda outside town.. Got loads of food, and especially loads of water. Everyone that doesnt have a car knows what a pain it is to get water, its hell to carry around loads of water, so if someone is driving i always get loads of water..
Than we had lunch n than i was chilling with Aicha from work n one of her friends most of the day, smoking sheesha n just chilling.. Actually nice to hang out with girls for once, i never really do that, coz normally girls are just way too much effort.. But today was good..
Now i'm gonna tidy up the flat a little bit, than time for bed, coz i have to get up at like 7 am to be able to get all the studying done that i have set for myself, today was the last day that i didnt spend all day studying..
nite
peace out
Time for bed..
Today has been long.. after coming home, n as usual trying to study for a bit, i went for a walk.. That usually helps when i'm a bit down.. So went for a lil walk in the park which was really nice.. but somehow forgot that this is england n not sweden, so obviously some idiot guys started shouting at me, n sort of running after me.. the only thing to do was to make the music louder on my ipod, pretend like i didnt see or hear them n keep walking.. i hate when stuff like that happens.. i mean why can't people just behave like normal people.. i didnt really see when they stopped coz i had my music on the loudest, n after like a minute an old man came right by me on his bicycle, he scared me to death.. LOL i thought they were like attacking me or something.. HAHA that poor man, he almost got a heart attack when he scared me.. I guess it's not the safest option to put ur music on louder when some drunken idiots are being dumb.. but like most girls know, there isnt much u can do.. can't really tell them to shut up or anything..
Well except from that little moment, my little walk was really nice, had a break n sat at the pond, n went through the cemetery, which i love, I love all the old grave stones, imagine all the people that were loved in there.. I don't know why people do not like cemeteries.. i think they are pretty cozy, and no i'm no sort of satanist or whoever the people are that usually hang on cemeteries.. i just like them, they calm med down.. specially this one, it's so old.. Lol and a fox almost ran into me.. made me feel a bit like back home in sweden, u know with the wild animals n so..
Well i'm off to bed..
nite peeps..
peace out
yummy chicken karahi..
Just had lunch, There is this kebab/curry place where they make like the best chicken karahi ever, as long as u don't mind eating with ur fingers, which obviously i dont :) Could there be any better way?
The only thing i dont like is that the smell sticks to ur hands, even though i washed my hands several times, i still smell of chicken.. And as everyone that knows me knows that i hate smelling of food, which might be a bit weird considering that i'm always cooking or eating.. I love food, and the smell of food, as long as it doesnt stick to my hands, hair or clothes.. The worst thing is that that type of smell never seems to want to leave u once it sticks to u.. Well there u got some absolutely unnecessary information.. ur welcome ! :)
Please fill this in if u got a moment...
http://FreeOnlineSurveys.com/rendersurvey.asp?sid=azw2xqy8sf6th42784175
I found this on my computer after leaving for a second.. Someone must think i don't study hard enough..
Back to the good times ...
As usual i'm back in the library... sipping my coke n trying to get on a sugar high so i get something done..
Just filled in my apple rebate, which just took me like 3 weeks to get done.. couldnt they just have taken off the 130 pounds straight away when i bought my computer... no they have to be difficult.. whatever now it's done.. And I was a good girl, and finally paid the phone bill too... Yess JoJo i finally paid it, and guess what for ones ir actually happened before i had to pay extra.. i believe that is a first step in growing up.. or something like that.. who wants to grow up really.. def not me..!!
And i'm off to the good times with reputation and crisis management.. WoHOOOOO!!!
Bedtime..
I know its just like 10 pm.. but i have nothing to do, and can really absolutely not make myself study, even though i am fully aware that that is what i should be doing.. So i'm gonna go to bed, and as i'm not the least little bit tired, this is gonna be looooooong.. I know Ironical how i'm not tired at the moment..
good night n peace out
x
back home..
Back home now, watching phone jacker.. oh my god, never realised how fun it is... I PUT MY FOOT IN UR ARSE.. THAT IS SIX FEET IN UR ARSE, U NEVER FELT SUCH PAIN!!
Lol this is soooo fun... just gonna chill for a minute eat something, n than back to studies.. need to get loads done if i want wed off to go london..
FB
I need to stop being on Facebook, seriously, i believe its FaceBooks fault that many students fuck up their studies.. well at least I will blame FB if this goes any worse.. Blame anyone but myself..
My little heaven in the library.. at least its quiet n i get my work done..
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I hate it when i'm writing, and it's actually going somewhere, and all of a sudden i don't know the english word.. i could pretend like i would know it in swedish or german, but to be honest, i don't think i would write any better in any other language.. Even though my english spelling sucks, the swedish n german spelling sucks a lot more i think.. Now back to my dissertation..
Back in the library..
Looks like i'm gonna have a real good day again.. overslept, n now way too late for the library, n to make it even worse, the people in the apple store told me i will have to hand in my computer for a week, for it to get a swedish keyboard.. I tried to explain the the genius that i cannot live without my baby for a week coz i have to write my dissertation, which he thought was nothing special, he even said everyone else "is in the same boat" excuse me, but i dont think so, i doubt everyone else has to write 20'000 words in a months time.. Not gonna complain about them apple people though, they have helped me a lot in the past, but this one was a pain..
Now i'ma go back to the fun times in the library.. probably will be updating every five minutes with how bored i am, and how this is not going my way..
peace out for now..
x
Someone forgot their clown-wig at mine... LOL
This is how bored i have been...
Bed time..
My first day all by myself at home.. Was an amazingly long day.. Sucks being here alone, makes me miss my house mate.. at least tomorrow is a normal day n i can be in the library all day, no need to stay at home..
Will go bed in a moment, i guess that is the only thing to do on such a boring day, i bet i won't be able to fall asleep though.. I wonder if this day could get any worse.. I guess now that I wondered that it probably will get worse..
peace out
x
Hello there..
Looks like people want me to start writing in english.. so here u go..
As usual I'm having a super time, just staying at home studying, trying to get some of my dissertation done, but it aint looking to good.. what can i say, am not really made to study, haven't been able to concentrate at all lately.. Have to force myself i guess.. not much left, in six weeks I will hopefully be done forever..
At least I got some coke, yes the original one not Zero, in great need of sugar n caffein, my two best friends, hopefully they will give me the energy to do this.. n Doritos, i forgot to get some Oreos, so i have to live with doritos, except i could run down to tescos n get Oreos.. if i'm not too lazy, which we all know i am..
ute pa landet..
Omkladnings rummet i KM
Halsning fran koks golvet...
sitter som vanligt pa koks golvet o forsoker plugga, men jag vet verkligen inte vad jag gor.. borjar verkligen fa panik.. fucking dissertation, vet inte vad jag ska ta mig till... maste fixa detta!!
Det var i alla fall en bra dag pa jobbet idag, det kom in nya byxor som jag ska ha som jobba byxor.. lol det kommer en bild av dem... helt underbara, och sa kanske jag ej kommer frysa lika mycket langre om jag har byxor i stallet for klanningar..
Fredag..
Jag vet att det e fradag kväll o så.. men orka gå ut.. ska stanna hemma o plugga.. jag tror jag har blivit för gammal att gå ut.. eller så är det för att jag alltid går till samma ställe att det blivit så tråkigt, eller så kanske det är för att johanna är is verige, orka gå ut utan henne... livet e ganska tråkigt utan min lilla housemate.. men vad ska man göra.. inte direkt som om jag spenderar en enda vaken sekund själv ändå.. det e nått här, man blir aldrig ensam, det finns alltid folk runt en, vilket är ganska bra såhär.. men samtidigt så kan det vara skönt att få en lugn stund någon gång då och då..
Gjorde lamm stek idag, vem fan trodde det skulle vara så mycket jobb som det blev.. och det blev inte ens speciellt gott.. ska göra det lite oftare nu, så jag kan lära mig hur man gör odentlig, så kommer jag bli en duktig liten husfru någon gång :p
Nej nu ska det chillas lite, sen pluggas..
eller ja, kanske blir det dags för sängen..
fuck nej, jag måste verkligen plugga,... e redan fett långt efter!!
Gjorde lamm stek idag, vem fan trodde det skulle vara så mycket jobb som det blev.. och det blev inte ens speciellt gott.. ska göra det lite oftare nu, så jag kan lära mig hur man gör odentlig, så kommer jag bli en duktig liten husfru någon gång :p
Nej nu ska det chillas lite, sen pluggas..
eller ja, kanske blir det dags för sängen..
fuck nej, jag måste verkligen plugga,... e redan fett långt efter!!
orka med folk..
Fett lang dag, kanske ej borde gatt ut, nar jag visste att jag skulle up tidigt.. men nu ar det som sa att jag e ung, sa kanske jag ska forsoka leva som en ung, och sluta va som en gamling..
Nar jag e sa har trott blir jag bara sa irriterad pa allt o alla.. kanske verkligen ska lagga mig nu, sa jag kan bete mig som en manniska i morgon igen...
nattis allihopa..
Sa har ser det ut nar jag stannar hemma o pluggar :p
Oi
Super fin dag dar ute.. jag sitter pa golvet o pluggar.. stannade i alla fall hemma for att plugga.. hinner inte riktigt ga till biblan om jag jobbar pa efter middagarna.. Men jag har i alla fall antligen fattat vad det ar jag ska gora med min dissertation, ska skriva hela min lit review denna vecka.. sa hoppas jag att saker blir lite lattare efter..
Kanske jag till o med hinner ga ut i kvall.. alskar tisdagarna i junk, kanske borde borja ga till andra stallen.. men orka om man tycker om ett stalle liksom..
snalla snalla rara fyll in detta..
http://freeonlinesurveys.com/previewsurvey.asp
Det ar for min dissertation, behover sa manga svar som bara mojligt..
tack alla sota rara som svarar :)
Biblioteket som vanligt..
Fy vad roligt jag har det, haller pa att forsoka hitta kontakter till min dissertation.. vi far vall se hur bra det kommer ga.. maste verkligen fa ihop lite bra interviewer.. skulle sitta skont med ett bra betyg for detta...
Jag e saaa snygg!!
Oi!!
Ska ga o lagga mig snart.. fett trott, har suttit o tittat pa annagina youtube inlagg, eller vad hon nu heter.. shit vad rolig hon ar.. assa vi skratta sa hart!! Den tjejen ar grymt rolig!!
pa vag ut :p
Nandos o Orange.. :p
Jag o Johanna tyckte det skulle vara en super bra ide att kaka en hel kyckling pa Nandos idag.. ehrm ja, och som om det inte rackte med att rulla ut, sa stack vi till Orange for efter ratt.. Borde egentligen plugga nu, men blev sa himla trott efter all mat.. hinner verkligen inte med en tuplur, men just nu kommer jag ej kunna plugga, kan knappt halla min ogon oppna fan.. :(
Solen skiner i alla fall igen, vilket gor mig glad, och hade en super rolig kvall igar pa Junk.. ska se om jag fattar hur jag ska lagga in bilder i denna dator, da kanske jag kan ladda up lite bilder, da den gamla datorn har dott tyvar.. fanns inget jag kunde gora for att radda honom langre.. mitt hjarta brast, men vad ska man gora.. :(
haha jag insag nu att jag kna stoppa in minnes kortet i min dator, det kommer gora livet saaaaa mycket lattare..
Vet nagon hur man vander pa bilder nar man laddar up dem??
junk i kvall?
Har varit pa jobbet hela dagen, den nya Karen Millen kolektionen ar helt underbar.. Ar helt kar i den, nu ska det bara sparas lite.. Det finns en vaska som jag ar absolut helt totalt foralskad i.. Den kostar BARA 225 pund :(
Har chillat lite o kakat gardagens rester, ska snart borja fixa mig lite, jag o Johanna ska till Junk som vanligt pa en fredags kvall.. Hoppas denna vecka kommer bli lite roligare, nu nar man inte behover fa agresions problem pa folk.. :p ne skojjar bara, jag e ju alltid lika trevlig mot alla..
Har tankt att jag ska blogga lite oftare.. sag att det faktiskt finns lite folk som laser detta.. sakert folk fran hemma, men om folk e intresserade sa kan jag lika garna gora det :)
Snart far jag ocksa ett nytt svenskt tangent bord, o da kan jag skriva sa det e lasbart igen..
Ne nu ska jag ta en power nap, sen ska det fixas till i kvall..
Tvattnings dags..
Vet inte vad det ar idag, men det ar verkligen den langsta dagen som jag nagonsin har haft, borde plugga men istallet tvattar fixar haller pa.. jag vet inte vad det ar med mig, kanns inte som jag har ork att gora det jag ska.. maste sluta gora daliga val. Maste borja gora smarta val o inte bara impulsiva.. fuck.. jag orkar inte mera med detta..
Eclipse
Sag eclipse nyss.. gud det var lite roligare an de andra 2, tycker fortfarande bast om den forsta.. O bockerna e saklart det basta av allt, men alskar anda filmerna.. kan knappt vanta tills de blir utslappta pa dvd.. ne nu ska jag ga o lagga mig lite tidigt.. titta pa film o sova, lang dag i morgon..
LOL jag en varm sommar dag.. innan jag satt pa mig bikini o hoppa i :p
Ett tag sedan...
Har varit ganska stressad pa senaste tiden, ganska mycket att gora for plugget och jobbet.. men nu kommer jag har lite mera tid att uppdatera lite oftare.. Har bara ett engelskt tangent bord for tillfallet, sa det kanske ser lite speciellt ut om jag skriver har.. men ni far ta det :p
Sitter som vanligt i biblioteket, men inte lange till, ska ut i regnet snart, springa till saint marys fisk affaren, o skaffa lite farsk fisk, kommer bli mums !! :)
