Excited..
Job search is getting somewhere now.. Having interviews every now and then.. Seriously will on the 21st have one which I am really excited for..!! So nervous, found out today that I have a job interview which I would really like to get.. Well we'll see, can't be too excited, because if I am I won't be able to get it.. :( Don't know why it is like that, but that seems to be the rule how it works.. I always seem to get what I don't really care about or want, and never really what I really want.. So will just try really hard to not want this, so maybe I get the job.. We'll see how that works..
Brooke knows best -> My ass!!
just watched the weirdest ever thing on tv. Hulk Hogans daughter seems to have a show on MTV, which maybe everyone knows of but me. Saw it for the first time today, and her and her two room-mates (1 female and 1 gay) were gonna date girls, just to make sure that they really like guys..
That must be the stupidest thing I have ever heard of. I mean don't people know?! Is this how far people go to make cheap television? Feels like it is a mockery to all gay people. To all the people that know what they like. I mean I have never been with a woman, and do not feel the need to be either. Should I try hooking up with a girl just to make sure I'm not gay..? I think I would know to be honest.. There is no need for me to check if the grass is greener on the other side of the fence or however one might call it..
Must say this specific show was one of the crappiest things I have ever seen on tv.. Maybe the show is usually better, I don't know, and I do not want to find out either..
By the way maybe I should mention that in the end of that experiment everyone ended up liking guys, like before.. Surprise Surprise..!
Good person vs Bad person..?
Been busy at work all day, gonna be working all sundays now, so will be hard to go to church.. well, I guess I should make time to go, but it's somehow not happening at the moment. It makes me feel bad, and I know some people will think i'm a bad Catholic for not going as much. But seriously I'm not even a worse person, still the same old same. Makes me wonder why some people think they are better only because they are more publicly Christians, or Muslim or whatever else.. I don't know, I guess I just feel bad, because it feels like I'm not doing the right thing..
Does it really make me a better person if I go to church or is it just something I feel because it has been printed into my brain in Catholic school? I don't know..
But I do know that most people I know, who are the kindest people ever do ever go to church, some don't even believe in God. Some people I know which go to church and always talk about their belief are some of the not so "good" people.. So why do I feel like going to church will make me a better person, doesn't make sense.
Maybe I should say here, that I don't usually go to church coz it makes me feel like a "better person", i'm way too lazy for that :p I go because I love it, and because it calms me down..
peace out now..
Happy New Year..
I have been so incredibly bad blogging lately, I don't even know why, I could say it's because i'm busy, but I really am not that busy :p
I have gotten some NY resolutions, and will try to hold all of them.. Well at least for as long as possible, if I put them on here, the chance is bigger that I will remember them I think.. Hopefully..
Well numer one: Take more risks.. (I suck at taking risks, to be able to enjoy life fully I have to start taking more risks!)
Number two: Eat salad at least three days every week. Been already good with doing that, and I know it's just been one week, but today is the first day I haven't had salad for dinner. So just have to keep the good work up..
Number three: Be less bitchy.. Yea I know, some people might think i'm not really bitchy, but the thing is I seem quite bitchy to other people specially watching telly and stuff like that. I'm like a private bitchy commentator, commenting on everything that happens.. Well i'm gonna try to stop doing that..
Number four:Be better with money, I know that is like everyones NY-resolution, but I really need to become better taking care of my finances, and I really will, can't be spending too much money if I don't have a real ful-time job.. So with other words, no more unnecessary spendings!
I had six resolutions, but cannot for my life remember the other two, which is bad because I only made them the other day, how can I already have forgotten two of them, I should have written them down straight away..
Will try to remember the other two, and put them on here as well, if I ever remember them..
