Longest day of my life..
Just got back home from, what must have been the longest day of my life.. working 9-8 today, and its been one of those weird slow days.. The beginning was alright, was in the stock room doing stuff, but from lunch on i was out in the store, and after the lunch rush it was absolutely dead, and imagine, this time it wasn't just till 6 but till 8.. Oh my god, i just wanted to bang my head against a wall.. But the day ended eventually and some customers came in as usually like right before we closed, i was just happy though that anyone came in.. I must have looked like a pathetic loser overly happy greeting all the people that just looked like they might walk in to the store.. Well whatever.. Hope tomorrow will be busier..
Now i'm off to take a bath, just need to call my dad before, coz it's his 58th bday, and i doubt he understands how to open messages and therefore doesn't know i sent him text telling him to come on skype.. What can i say, technology is hard for some people who are stuck in the past century.. ( love u dad =) )
OMG how could i possibly be this tired.. just wanna go n sleep, might just take a shower, would take too much energy to actually take a bath, and i would probably fall asleep anyways..
And i don't have any free minutes on my phone till the 10th.. how will i survive 12 days without being on the phone every night till i fall asleep.. Fuck this, my phone bill is high enough already :( Don't know how i can waste 700 minutes in 2 weeks, but i guess it isn't that hard, because thats what i do all the time.. Wonder why it's so damn hard to not be on the phone all day long, what did people used to do all day long, i guess talk to the people around them instead of being on the phone all the time.. But it's hard if ur close people are so far away.. Wish some people would live a bit closer and i could see them a bit more often.. The worst thing is that after a while when you never see people, you spend less and less time talking to each other, and after a while you never speak. Friendships die out so easily it's unbelievable.. I know, because it happens all the time. I don't know how many times i've had friends who i thought i'de be friends with forever, and shortly after you hardly speak to them no more. And than there are people who even though you only fight and always are mad at each other, they will stay in your life for real.. Guess the way to see if a friendship is for real is to see the length of time you've been friends. Which doesn't look good for me, coz i don't have a lot of close people who i stay friends with.. This makes me sound like a bitch Lol But people just lose contact, there is no need to force friendships..
OMG here i'm trying to be all deep and all, am just being super tired and hungry.. so i'm off to shower and then bed time :) gonna have an early one tonight..
peace out
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